I am beginning to realise that there is no steadfast committement between couples these days. Be thankful you get a guy who officially declares you as his gf, yet at the same time, learn to be forgiving to his roving eyes. Just hate that, I dont want to share my man with another woman. When can i stamp him with a big chop reading, MINE!

I am clumsy... either i was borned like tat or i managed to master the art of clumsiness in my last 23 years.

U know in the last 2 days, i knocked my head 3 times! I feel stupier already... i need to start wearing helmet before i approach the cabinets. Maybe I am cursed....

Low morale

On the way to work today, I was day dreaming on what I should blog today. I guess I dont need to anymore.

My colleague dropped a bomb on me today. After 6 years in the bank, he finally decided to call it quits. I am well aware of how unhappy he is. Well I should have expected him to be leaving us. Looking around, all I can say, I have an incredibly strong omen that more are going. It is likely that I will joined by 3 fresh new colleagues. Not surprising really.

This leaves me feeling depress and demoralised. Till date, I am not feeling the stress and pressure on the job. Probably because I am not full force into it yet. In a month's time, I will be missing my guardian light and moving blinding around. This is disgustingly scary...

All i want to do now is just to cry. Take a day off to be on MC. I know that I will nv get a chance to relax after this week anymore...

2 stones to kill one bird

I am cracking my brains on what to blog and there goes my course speaker...

Speaker: so its good that we can kill one bird with 2 stones... erm... ya 2 stones kill one bird...

class: *muffled giggles*

Attendee A: eh... I think its kill 2 birds with one stone.

Whole class lauffs...

I cant recall the remaining of her speech until the apart where by she said that she require more 'youf' to join them? i believe she meant YOUTH~

WAHAHAHA... DBS speaker cannot make it!

Pouring heavily again. Back to work in office for the next 5 days. So looking forward to Friday night. Its already 8.51am and half of the office is not here yet. I wonder why? Maybe its raining leading to a traffic jam. Maybe they simply snooze their alarm for another precious 5 mins of sleep.

I went wakeboarding yesterday. Finally we managed to go do something together in a long long time. Now my body all sore. and all i can think of is going scuba diving next lol... let me see... i wanna go HK(in Jan ba), I wanna go scuba diving (Aug?)... Ya tats what I want to do. I hope I save enuff money by then... argh~ so broke... need to cut down on spending. CUT ALOT i mean

After my non stop falling into the sea session yesterday, my hair and skin is all zapped of moisture. Must have been the nasty sea water. Was so dehydrated yesterday. If I can move my limbs tomorrow, i think it is time for a hair and face mask.

Obessed with toys, chocolate & ice cream~

I strive to live like a kid... but I am different cos I pay for my own toys, chocolates and ice cream.

Toys
I remember when I was ten and I did not dare tell my mum that I wanted that bunny rabbit I saw. All becos I always have the concept that my family is really poor, which is why my parents are always so busy working and I am staying over at my aunt’s place. So that they can bring food on the table. Well, it did not occur to me that they are just adults who did not like the company of kids.

Chocolate
For the entire week, I have been having this craving for chocolate. Today, the urge to indulge and sink my teeth into dark, bitter, creamy chocolate is getting tremendous. I hope I don’t give in to the temptation since I still have to look after my waistline plus my sore throat.

Ice cream
I have not had my weekly dosage of ice cream… how? Tonight maybe should go for ice cream!

Opps… another addition of 1 inch to my coarse waistline. Time for some serious work liao…

I was awoken up this morning by my dearie even though he is not working this morning. So sweet. The weather is horrible and all I can see is that its nice to be awoken by the gentle voice of your loved ones... thanks... feeling so love this morning despite the cold gloomy weather.

I think I am falling sick soon. I can feel the heat that is likely to explode up my throat in no time. I can feel that if I fall sick now.. its going to be a huge one. Frankly, i have not got sick for a few months. *applause* considering the fact that I am pretty weak. I cant be sick this weekend. Got wakeboarding on sunday... Can die you know... but i know my throat is burning away... a few more milo and late night... tats all it takes...

Movie I hope to catch this weekend...
The Amityville Horror

Coke with salt and sleeping pills....

hmm... nice concoction, I wonder if I will fall asleep

I have been trying to blog since 9 am this morning. Guess wat, I am so stucked with a whole pile of work...
Time really flies working here and I feel that I am losing weight and growing old. I am happy to be losing weight but I feel so sick... it doesnt feel healthy at all... Yucks~

Insomia
My biggest nightmare is back again.
Ever tried waking up every hour of the night to check your alarm clock? I find it even scarier than death. Wat is worse is you feel listless and depress for the entire of the day. Even though your body is so tired, you simply cant sleep... I need a good night sleep. Maybe I need to see a doc for some sleeping pills.....and the cycle continues... I need to sleep sob sob sob

I am like half way recovering... all i remember is puking non stop... argh~

but its nice of dear to come pick me up... now i realise how much i need him by my side...

Time: 4.22pm
Location: XXX Bank
Mood: tired, confused, in pain

Ouch~ I dont know wat is going on at all. so lost so blur. Plus the fact that I am in pain. I wish i have a hot towel, some milk and a thick blanket. and that I can retired into the confort of my nice warm bed. But the sad sad truth is after work i am heading straight to class... at least i can look forward to daddy picking me up later. I know i should be working but I just wanna take a break... relax.... cos I am all stressed out.

Yesterday, I walked from my office to Chinatown. I think I am lacking something in my brain. It totally didnt occur to me to take a bus. (well maybe the probability of a price hike in fare blocked the idea of taking any public transport). I had to walk and walk for like 20 mins in a pair of uncomfortable heels. Yesh sometimes I feel stupid... especially duing tat time of the month. Must be lucking on some hormones or something making me cant think.

And all of a sudden I was thinking how nice would it be if I were pregnant. HAHA yesh I am mad.. but I always thought it would be nice to have a little being that is yours~ that you can fuss about and suddenly your life revolves around him or her. I really prefer a her... keke Plus the cute little clothes that you can buy... all the Pooh clothings with the piglet booties!

OFFICIALLY MAD LIAO~

remember I blogged about my new year resolution earlier this year... Lets do a quarter review... should have done it earlier

1) Be less hot tempered. Ya right... I need some help on this!!! HELP!!!
2) Be a nice and sweet girlfriend <@_~> Sweet? maybe.. Nice? I doubt~ failed
3) Learn to cook. erm... sorry but my best dish is still my cup noodles... and i said CUP noodles hor
4) Clean my room. I am resigned to staying in a sty~
5) Work harder and get more contacts. contacts? not applicable for new job... shelve it
6) Study at least something i did... not good at it but i tried
7) Spend more time at home with my parents Try harder
8) Learn Scuba Diving *SMILE* erm... shelving it first
9) Sleep more and get rid of my dark eye ring. still trying to work something out
10) Spend less time online. you seldom see my blog... so i am not online
11) Quit MSNing during office hour. Ya! Quit tat cos my co block msn :(
12) Be more at peace with myself. Peace? nah... not yet
13) Be more forgiving just as bitch or worse
14) Save more money, hard to save money since I am earning so little. Trying my best. Worked out some cute template to monitor my spending
15) Meet my friends more often. I think my relationship with some of my friends is improving
16) Swim more Not really... trying to maintain despite busy schedule
17) GET BAPTISED!!! hehe did it on easter!
18) Lose some weight I am lighter yet I feel fat... maybe i am losing my muscle mass...
19) Eat more veggie i tried... i think i eat more veg :)

need to try harder next quarter...

How to love your woman

How to love your woman...
Something I picked off the internet... something that I would want... maybe wat all gers wan :)

1. Smell her hair.
2. Talk to her in the movie theaters.
3. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool, shes gonna scream and fight but secretly, she'll love it.
4. Hold her hand all the time.
5. Leave her sweet messages.
6. Tell her she looks beautiful.
7. Look into her eyes when you talk.
8. Tell her stupid jokes. Protect her.
9. Let her mess with your hair.
10. Look at her like shes the only girl you can see yourself with.
11. Tickle her even when she says stop.
12. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
13. Call her.
14. If she yells at you, dont get mad just kiss her.
15. Let her take all the pictures of you that she wants.
16. Watch her favorite movie.
17. Kiss her in the rain.
18. Give her space when she needs it.
19. If she's upset stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything & even if shes bitch`n.
20. When you fall in love with her .. TELL HER *

I am beginning to realise that there is no steadfast committement between couples these days. Be thankful you get a guy who officially declares you as his gf, yet at the same time, learn to be forgiving to his roving eyes. Just hate that, I dont want to share my man with another woman. When can i stamp him with a big chop reading, MINE!

I am clumsy... either i was borned like tat or i managed to master the art of clumsiness in my last 23 years.

U know in the last 2 days, i knocked my head 3 times! I feel stupier already... i need to start wearing helmet before i approach the cabinets. Maybe I am cursed....

Low morale

On the way to work today, I was day dreaming on what I should blog today. I guess I dont need to anymore.

My colleague dropped a bomb on me today. After 6 years in the bank, he finally decided to call it quits. I am well aware of how unhappy he is. Well I should have expected him to be leaving us. Looking around, all I can say, I have an incredibly strong omen that more are going. It is likely that I will joined by 3 fresh new colleagues. Not surprising really.

This leaves me feeling depress and demoralised. Till date, I am not feeling the stress and pressure on the job. Probably because I am not full force into it yet. In a month's time, I will be missing my guardian light and moving blinding around. This is disgustingly scary...

All i want to do now is just to cry. Take a day off to be on MC. I know that I will nv get a chance to relax after this week anymore...

2 stones to kill one bird

I am cracking my brains on what to blog and there goes my course speaker...

Speaker: so its good that we can kill one bird with 2 stones... erm... ya 2 stones kill one bird...

class: *muffled giggles*

Attendee A: eh... I think its kill 2 birds with one stone.

Whole class lauffs...

I cant recall the remaining of her speech until the apart where by she said that she require more 'youf' to join them? i believe she meant YOUTH~

WAHAHAHA... DBS speaker cannot make it!

Pouring heavily again. Back to work in office for the next 5 days. So looking forward to Friday night. Its already 8.51am and half of the office is not here yet. I wonder why? Maybe its raining leading to a traffic jam. Maybe they simply snooze their alarm for another precious 5 mins of sleep.

I went wakeboarding yesterday. Finally we managed to go do something together in a long long time. Now my body all sore. and all i can think of is going scuba diving next lol... let me see... i wanna go HK(in Jan ba), I wanna go scuba diving (Aug?)... Ya tats what I want to do. I hope I save enuff money by then... argh~ so broke... need to cut down on spending. CUT ALOT i mean

After my non stop falling into the sea session yesterday, my hair and skin is all zapped of moisture. Must have been the nasty sea water. Was so dehydrated yesterday. If I can move my limbs tomorrow, i think it is time for a hair and face mask.

Obessed with toys, chocolate & ice cream~

I strive to live like a kid... but I am different cos I pay for my own toys, chocolates and ice cream.

Toys
I remember when I was ten and I did not dare tell my mum that I wanted that bunny rabbit I saw. All becos I always have the concept that my family is really poor, which is why my parents are always so busy working and I am staying over at my aunt’s place. So that they can bring food on the table. Well, it did not occur to me that they are just adults who did not like the company of kids.

Chocolate
For the entire week, I have been having this craving for chocolate. Today, the urge to indulge and sink my teeth into dark, bitter, creamy chocolate is getting tremendous. I hope I don’t give in to the temptation since I still have to look after my waistline plus my sore throat.

Ice cream
I have not had my weekly dosage of ice cream… how? Tonight maybe should go for ice cream!

Opps… another addition of 1 inch to my coarse waistline. Time for some serious work liao…

I was awoken up this morning by my dearie even though he is not working this morning. So sweet. The weather is horrible and all I can see is that its nice to be awoken by the gentle voice of your loved ones... thanks... feeling so love this morning despite the cold gloomy weather.

I think I am falling sick soon. I can feel the heat that is likely to explode up my throat in no time. I can feel that if I fall sick now.. its going to be a huge one. Frankly, i have not got sick for a few months. *applause* considering the fact that I am pretty weak. I cant be sick this weekend. Got wakeboarding on sunday... Can die you know... but i know my throat is burning away... a few more milo and late night... tats all it takes...

Movie I hope to catch this weekend...
The Amityville Horror

Coke with salt and sleeping pills....

hmm... nice concoction, I wonder if I will fall asleep

I have been trying to blog since 9 am this morning. Guess wat, I am so stucked with a whole pile of work...
Time really flies working here and I feel that I am losing weight and growing old. I am happy to be losing weight but I feel so sick... it doesnt feel healthy at all... Yucks~

Insomia
My biggest nightmare is back again.
Ever tried waking up every hour of the night to check your alarm clock? I find it even scarier than death. Wat is worse is you feel listless and depress for the entire of the day. Even though your body is so tired, you simply cant sleep... I need a good night sleep. Maybe I need to see a doc for some sleeping pills.....and the cycle continues... I need to sleep sob sob sob

I am like half way recovering... all i remember is puking non stop... argh~

but its nice of dear to come pick me up... now i realise how much i need him by my side...

Time: 4.22pm
Location: XXX Bank
Mood: tired, confused, in pain

Ouch~ I dont know wat is going on at all. so lost so blur. Plus the fact that I am in pain. I wish i have a hot towel, some milk and a thick blanket. and that I can retired into the confort of my nice warm bed. But the sad sad truth is after work i am heading straight to class... at least i can look forward to daddy picking me up later. I know i should be working but I just wanna take a break... relax.... cos I am all stressed out.

Yesterday, I walked from my office to Chinatown. I think I am lacking something in my brain. It totally didnt occur to me to take a bus. (well maybe the probability of a price hike in fare blocked the idea of taking any public transport). I had to walk and walk for like 20 mins in a pair of uncomfortable heels. Yesh sometimes I feel stupid... especially duing tat time of the month. Must be lucking on some hormones or something making me cant think.

And all of a sudden I was thinking how nice would it be if I were pregnant. HAHA yesh I am mad.. but I always thought it would be nice to have a little being that is yours~ that you can fuss about and suddenly your life revolves around him or her. I really prefer a her... keke Plus the cute little clothes that you can buy... all the Pooh clothings with the piglet booties!

OFFICIALLY MAD LIAO~

remember I blogged about my new year resolution earlier this year... Lets do a quarter review... should have done it earlier

1) Be less hot tempered. Ya right... I need some help on this!!! HELP!!!
2) Be a nice and sweet girlfriend <@_~> Sweet? maybe.. Nice? I doubt~ failed
3) Learn to cook. erm... sorry but my best dish is still my cup noodles... and i said CUP noodles hor
4) Clean my room. I am resigned to staying in a sty~
5) Work harder and get more contacts. contacts? not applicable for new job... shelve it
6) Study at least something i did... not good at it but i tried
7) Spend more time at home with my parents Try harder
8) Learn Scuba Diving *SMILE* erm... shelving it first
9) Sleep more and get rid of my dark eye ring. still trying to work something out
10) Spend less time online. you seldom see my blog... so i am not online
11) Quit MSNing during office hour. Ya! Quit tat cos my co block msn :(
12) Be more at peace with myself. Peace? nah... not yet
13) Be more forgiving just as bitch or worse
14) Save more money, hard to save money since I am earning so little. Trying my best. Worked out some cute template to monitor my spending
15) Meet my friends more often. I think my relationship with some of my friends is improving
16) Swim more Not really... trying to maintain despite busy schedule
17) GET BAPTISED!!! hehe did it on easter!
18) Lose some weight I am lighter yet I feel fat... maybe i am losing my muscle mass...
19) Eat more veggie i tried... i think i eat more veg :)

need to try harder next quarter...

How to love your woman

How to love your woman...
Something I picked off the internet... something that I would want... maybe wat all gers wan :)

1. Smell her hair.
2. Talk to her in the movie theaters.
3. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool, shes gonna scream and fight but secretly, she'll love it.
4. Hold her hand all the time.
5. Leave her sweet messages.
6. Tell her she looks beautiful.
7. Look into her eyes when you talk.
8. Tell her stupid jokes. Protect her.
9. Let her mess with your hair.
10. Look at her like shes the only girl you can see yourself with.
11. Tickle her even when she says stop.
12. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
13. Call her.
14. If she yells at you, dont get mad just kiss her.
15. Let her take all the pictures of you that she wants.
16. Watch her favorite movie.
17. Kiss her in the rain.
18. Give her space when she needs it.
19. If she's upset stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything & even if shes bitch`n.
20. When you fall in love with her .. TELL HER *